Termination, reflection, and moving forward

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As a relatively new RN, I moved from Med-Surg (20 months exp) in one facility to an ED position in another for 5 months before being terminated from my position. Before obtaining my ADN, I worked as an LPN for five years in an outpatient clinical setting. Prior to my most recent job in the ED, I had never been reprimanded or written up. I've always received good job evaluations, including the ED job that I just left. In the short time that I worked in the ED, I received written accolades from patients' families and the hospital as to the exceptional care that I'd given patients. I love patient care and being terminated has been challenging in many respects. It has, however, provided me time for reflection on what occurred. Reflection is good. Rumination, on the other hand, is not. I have decided to move forward from reflection and would like to share some history of what occurred, as well as some of what I've learned.

I made two errors during my 10-week orientation in the ED: 1) a dosage med error that I realized immediately after the fact and self-reported (thankfully no harm occurred to the patient); and 2) I did not de-glove, perform hand hygiene, and re-glove when moving from one procedure to another on the same patient. To reduce the risk of repeating these errors, I did the following: 1) I always circled name, age, acct no., medication name and dosage on the printed order and took a copy of the order to bedside with me to compare with patient's armband and verbally confirm with patient or family member; and 2) I slowed down when performing procedures on patients to give me ample time to think things through because I was new to the ED setting. I did not repeat my mistakes during the remainder of my five month employment.

Shortly after completion of my 10-week orientation, I received a "Final Written Warning" because I used an otoscope to look in a patient's ear. The warning stated that I did not have the delegated authority to examine patients' ears unsupervised by an APRN or MD. I did not use an otoscope again.

A couple of months after the written warning I was terminated for ambulating a patient wearing a "high fall risk" armband rather than transporting the patient in a wheelchair. My patient did not suffer any harm as a result of me ambulating him to a nearby department. There was no written hospital policy stating that a high fall risk patient could only be transported by wheelchair. When I pointed this out during my exit interview I was told that I had not utilized critical thinking skills in ambulating my patient, even though I performed a neuro assessment and said patient was AAO and steady on his feet. I was one of four nurses to leave the ED in approximately six weeks - three terminations and one resignation. The other nurses who left employment had from two to several years of experience.

Allow me to share some of the things that I've learned as a result of this painful journey. One, in spite of preceptors telling you to go faster, remember that speed will come with time. Be in the moment with your patient. Two, pay attention to the white flags. From the get-go of entering the department I overheard numerous co-workers complain about mismanagement of the department and employees were fired "at the drop of a hat." I remember asking one of my preceptors, "How do you learn who you can trust here?" To which she replied, "Trust no one." There were other white flags that I choose not to mention. I chose to push on because I wanted to remain positive and do well in my job. Three, speak up for yourself. I had seven preceptors during my 10-week orientation, sometimes switching from day to night shift during the same week and suffering from a disrupted sleep schedule. I also switched back and forth between the main and fast track sides of the department during the same week, each with its own set of protocols. I should have said something to my educator about this during orientation because it affected continuity of flow in my training. Fourth, start searching for another job if you receive a final written warning. I told myself that I could succeed in my job in spite of the fact that I received a final written warning. I have a Type A personality and strive to grow/excel in whatever I do. I didn't want to give up on myself or my job. In hindsight, I should have started the job search when I received the final written warning. Fifth, don't assume that what was accepted practice at your prior places of employment is acceptable in any way, shape or form at your new place of employment. When I worked Med-Surg at a Magnet hospital, it was acceptable for staff to ambulate a high fall risk patient after properly assessing the patient and determining it safe to do so. Learn your facility's written and unwritten policies. Anyone with advice on how to learn the unwritten policies?

After taking time to reflect on my recent termination of employment, I feel I'm ready to move forward with my job search. My resume will not mention job termination. However, many online job applications do ask if one has ever been terminated from a job. I will answer affirmatively to said question. I would value input from anyone who has dealt with the termination issue, particularly in online job applications and interviews.

Though a lengthy post, I hope that what I've shared will be helpful to others. I haven't posted here in quite some time, but have enjoyed reading and learning from other's posts.

Specializes in Pediatrics, Emergency, Trauma.
Can a nurse really not look in a patient's ear???

^THIS...if that's the case (in some places???) WHY did I learn this in Health Assessment??? :whistling:

OP, I'm glad you are looking ahead. Your positive spirit will land you am even BETTER job-trust me. ;)

schnookimz, that's specifically what my final written warning states. "...employed as a Professional Registered Nurse not as an APRN and therefore does not have the delegated authority to examine patients ears unsupervised by an APRN or MD." This apparently was another "unwritten" policy at the facility I recently left. When I was an LPN I frequently performed ear lavage on pts and utilized an otoscope to assess progress during the lavage. Apparently every facility is different.

LadyFree28 - funny you should mention this. I've sought advice from other nurses that I know, including administrators, and they've commented that they've used otoscopes during their patient assessments. It's been tough going through the process of termination from a job, how to address it on job applications, etc. What's that saying, "What doesn't break you will make you stronger?" I think tomorrow I'll go buy a new pair of scrubs for that job that will be a good fit when I find it. Thank you for your words of encouragement.

gigglestarRN, thank you so much for your words of encouragement. It's reassuring to hear that you landed a job where you're happy. Just curious, did you go to work in another ED or change specialty?

GARN1952, thank you for your encouraging words of advice. I would welcome your advice on signs of a good work environment as I prepare to start the job application process. I'm sure that I will be faced with answering the "Have you ever been terminated from a job?" on online job applications. I will answer truthfully and hope that there will be room for explanation.

Specializes in Medical Surgical.

Maybe it was a blessing in disguise because now you do not have the stress of all those reprimands. Crazy stuff I read on allnurses. I guess I will be a little better prepared for crazy nonsense once I finish school!!

Specializes in Hospice / Psych / RNAC.

It sounds like they had it out for you...some serious nursing politics at work here. At least you're looking forward and realize your worth. Good luck to you and hopefully you can find a place that is good (they are out there).

As far as writing terminated on your resume just put the dates you worked and leave explanation blank that way you can explain at the interview. Or if you're not for leaving it blank put personal or something mundane to be explained later. Maybe someone who has this on their resume can give you some hints.

:)

It takes a tremendous amount of courage to admit that mistakes were made, you need to reflect, and move on. Many kudos for that. Orientation is just that, and it is time to find out all you need to know about the unit, the expectations, and the policies. Most of the time there is a preceptor, that checks that the dosages you give are accurate, that you are following policy, that you are performing procedures correctly, that type of thing. Doesn't seem like this was the case here.

The only thing you can do moving forward is to continue to check and recheck dosages, and the 5 rights of medications. That you follow the policy on performing procedures, and that finally, everyone (whether they can ambulate or not) goes to another department in a wheelchair (or strethcher). I question a "final written warning" when in fact you perhaps had no other formal warnings, however, you are correct--once that "final" is on anything, you could sneeze incorrectly and you would be terminated. If the expectations are clear, than the orientation needs to be as well. Whomever is orienting you, whether it be one person or a couple dozen should all be consistent in what they are teaching you about the unit. If they are not, huge red flag.

If you are asked about termination, I would definetely define that as you were not a good fit for the unit in that particular facility. You could talk about some practice guidelines you have learned and that you put into play with patients. It is not that unusual for people to be terminated at the end of their probationary period. Especially those who are not new grads, and there is no need for them to invest to the level of new grad needs.

Finally, in some facilities, they are looking for people that they can mold into their own image. Any stray from that (from prior employment) and it is something that some facilities are not willing to attempt to change or rectify.

Thank you for sharing that story. For some, it is nice to know that they are not alone with these issues. For others, it is a reminder they are thoughts to ponder.

Doors close, windows open. Best of luck to you in your endevours.

Specializes in Geriatrics, Dialysis.
kbrn2002, I have no problem with you playing Devil's Advocate. After assessing the pt, I walked him from his exam room next to the nurses' station, past four exam rooms, past one restroom, and to the dept right next door which was a short distance. A gait belt and wheelchair were not necessary for this pt. I walked him to the next dept because no tech was available at that time. I would not have ambulated the pt if I felt it was unsafe for either of us. After ambulating the pt to a nearby dept a co-worker in that dept informed me that high fall risk pts must be transported by wheelchair. I confirmed with an RN in my dept that this was true. Apparently it's an "unwritten policy" that I was not notified of until the time I ambulated this pt. Though no written policy states that a high fall risk pt must travel by wheelchair, which I pointed out in my exit interview the following day, I was told that I did not use good critical thinking skills by ambulating the pt and was therefore terminated from my position. As an aside, one of my co-workers was terminated shortly before me for entering a pt's weight incorrectly (after she had previously received a final written warning). On a more positive note, I did grow as a nurse while I worked at the aforementioned facility and look forward to finding a nursing job in which I will continue to grow. Most importantly, I want to get back to taking care of patients, for that is what I sorely miss right now.

Thanks for answering! That is super scary and not a place I would want to work. Good grief...apparently now nurses can be fired for not following unwritten policy that nobody informed them of??? What a load of the brown stuff! Guess I really should have paid more attention in that mind reading class.

Just in case you ever see it again: Red flags signal danger, white flags signal surrender. :)

Good luck in your next job! I have seen AN posts saying that other employers are aware of problems in some competing facilities-- be honest with your interviews and you may find more compassion and understanding than you expect.

GrnTea, you are so right about red flags vs. white flags. Hmm, wonder if there was a subliminal message there - perhaps I desired that my employer would wave a white flag. Seriously though, I'm struggling with formatting my resume because my most recent job lasted less than six months and was the job that I was terminated from. Someone suggested to me that I should use a modified functional resume format. Thank you for your words of encouragement. I'm ready to get back to doing what I love - taking care of patients.

kbrn2002, apparently I missed the mind reading class during my orientation. For some reason it did not show on my orientation schedule. I'm certain it was an unintentional oversight by my educator...I will be sure to ask about any "unwritten" policies at the next facility that I work at.

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