Hello,
I am 32 years old and have been accepted to a very well respected BSN program in my area that will start on 01/17/07. However, I am leaving a very comfortable paying job at a major telecommunications company that I have been employed at for over 13 years (employed a year after high school). I am also a single mother of a 10 year old son as well. For the last 4 years, I have managed to get my Associates of Science Degree with my job paying for it. (no student loan debt) As the date gets closer, I am finding myself damn near crying each time I leave my job. Don't get me wrong, I do not like the job itself, but I love the people I work with. Also, it's a fear of the unknown that is getting to me. I have managed to save enough money to keep me afloat for the first semester in nursing school and with scholarships and such, I can make it by. I have been on this website for about a good week now, mostly lurking, and I have to say from what I'm reading, it's really scaring me! I'm not scared of the hard work of nursing school, because I consider myself a hard worker and I'm very motivated. I'm not scared of changing careers, however, it's the other things like new nursing grads getting fired after being on the job 3 months after nursing school, and the possibility of passing a wrong med while in clinicals, or better yet, the possibility of killing someone. I just don't know if I'm cut out for this. Good thing my job is letting me get a non-paid leave of absence and will hold my position for me just in case it don't work out. Maybe I'm freaking out. I just don't know. Has anyone else experienced this right before entering nursing school? I can sit and watch Discovery Health channel all day looking at surgeries and say to myself "that will be me one day in the OR", but as the dream now becomes a reality, it's like I'm losing it! Someone please help!