I have been a rn for almost 9 years, i have always worked cardiac and seen alot of codes and my share of dying patients. I know all people respond to death differently and i try not to judge people but last night experienced something so bizarre.
We had a patient that was infarcting since saturday, she refused intubation and made herself a dnr but will allow chemical code. Our cardiologist told her she needed a heart cath to determine the damage, totally refused everything. Family from everywhere came, even as far from tennesee was there yesterday, they were aware of her decision and how the doctors felt.
At one time i swear there were 20 people in the room and more filling up the waiting room. They left about 5pm and i told them one or two may stay with the patient if she liked them to, they left saying to call if she needed them. About 830pm patient was having hallucinations, confusion, o2 sat at 95% on 2liters. I told respiratory to give her a treatment that was due. She was crying for her family to come. I called her son, asked them to come in to stay perhaps for a few hours. They were reluctant, and said the son would come to stay for a hour or so...They lived 5 minutes away, he never showed.
At 1005 patient went into vent tachcardia and after all means to resucitate patient allowed per protocol patient went into v-fib and asystole. One of the nurses called the family and told them of a perhaps lethal arrythmia happening to the patient, they said fix the arrythmia and call them in the morning. When the family was made aware by the cardiologist she was gone, they all came in and was screaming, throwing thmselves on the bed
I cried all the way home, i know as a nurse we did everything we could legally allowed to us. Why do i feel so bad?
