Dria - thanks for your reply! The end of week one - and I keep coming back and I haven't cried yet. So far so good!

One of the other new girls says, "look at it like this - at the end of the day you haven't given anyone the wrong med and no one died". I've seen a lot of death lately - so that strikes me as very good advice. I'm a little bit overwhelmed seeing all of the systems I'm going to have to use, but at the end of the day, I'll still be making a difference, and not working 12 hours on my feet to do it. I DID keep my NICU job per diem, so that is nice - and I hope that will keep me from missing the hospital at all.
Thanks again!!
From a new Pediatric Case Manager