Hi all,
This has taken me a lot of time to come to terms with.. and then finally bring to a forum so I can get some feedback. I'm 22 years old, started working on a medical unit in a hospital almost a year ago now. I really love my job - nurses are supportive, the floor is heavy, but I'm holding my own and at that point when I'm finally "catching on" and becoming more comfortable with myself and my abilities.
I've had a hearing loss for as long as I can remember. I remember being a kid and taking those tests in school and always falling a little bit short. I want to clarify something - when I say "hearing loss", I mean that in a pretty light sense. Speaking with somebody face to face is never a problem for me, something I am very fortunate for. If you met me on the street, I'd have no problem holding a conversation and you'd walk away never thinking that there's a problem at all.
The problems begin when I'm speaking with somebody who has a soft voice or is facing away from me or there's a lot of background noise. My friends and family know of it and can adjust (with of course, friendly jabs every now and then). When applying this to where I work.. the biggest trouble I have is hearing somebody call for me when I'm far from the nurses station. Also, when somebody's trying to say something while walking away (as you can imagine is quite often when people are busy)... I definitely hear myself saying "what?" or asking somebody to repeat themselves often enough throughout the night.
I can communicate well with patients for the most part.. I practice safely.. and nobody mistakes my "not answering" to me "slacking off" or being somewhere else and not doing my job. Patients normally yell loud enough for me to hear them if there's trouble and I haven't come across one that hasn't. Nonethless, this has bothered me for quite some time now..
I'm looking to see if there's any other nurse out there with a minor hearing loss... how he/she copes when the world isn't always so receptive to people who need things repeated (easy to misinterpret and think they're not listening). I've researched hearing aids... my ENT doctor says I'm too young and that communicating normally is all that matters. I dont' think I can come to terms with wearing one yet, anyway...
My questions to you - are there fields of nursing that require more face to face contact? In a smaller settings? Something more hearing-loss friendly? I used to do clinicals on a floor where nurses had pagers... my hospital doesn't have that but that worked well.
I was tentative to tell my boss of this problem, mainly because, in the jist of things, it's not a huge thing that would affect the care I provide to my patients. I also find it difficult explaining it to others because it does upset me.. and reactions differ widely. I dont' know if that's something that future employers should be more aware of.
Gosh, this is long.. and I thank anybody whose stuck around long enough to read it in its entirety. I really appreciate the time and feedback.