Not sure if this should go under New Grad Forum, but I would truly appreciate some advice from a seasoned pro. I graduated in August '05 with a BSN (this is a second career for me) and am currently interviewing.
I know what I want to be, I just don't know how to get there. I would like to be a SANE-A and eventually work with abused children. In what capacity, I am not sure, most likely as a psychiatric NP, but I'm not ruling out some sort of Forensic Nursing. I would love an ED position (I volunteered in a Peds ED and loved it), but have been told time and time again "we do not accept new grads in the ER".
I was offered a position on an adult psych unit (dual-diagnosis, substance abuse, violent) and felt completely uncomfortable with the fact that I would be in charge of the unit as the only evening nurse in just 8 short weeks. So I turned that down. Now the only positions that seem to be coming my way are med-surg. For some reason, I am completely turned off by most med-surg units. I'm not sure if it's because I had a few poor student clinical experiences or if it's just not for me. I feel nothing but dread going on these interviews because I know deep down, I'm not really into this. I know I will learn a lot and I respect the nurses who can do it, but I just don't feel it in my heart. It's darn near impossible to get a peds position (I think I'd like to start with adult medicine anyhow) and ED jobs...as I said before.
I don't know what to do and I really need some advice from those who have been there. For many reasons, I need to start working and make a decision asap. Where should I start? I might have a chance on a Neuro surgical unit, which sounds a bit more interesting to me, but will that help me reach my end goal and/or get me into the ED? Should I look for another psych or would it be more beneficial for me to get some experience in the medical side first, whatever that may be? I don't know anyone personally to ask, so any and all advice would be appreciated- thanks for reading this!