Hello all, I am a new nurse and I just got a job as an LPN in a Long term care facility, working the 7p-7a shift. This is my first job in LTC and even though the majority of my clinicals were done in LTC facilities, I have had a rude awakening

! I have only worked 2 nights and I am already concerned if I will be able to continue working LTC! They have assigned me to 2 halls, a total of 32 patients, 25 of which I am expected to pass 8p, 9p, and 10p meds to all at once, a total of about 150 meds, all in about 2 1/2 hrs

! I am very by the book and very safety minded. The other nurses at the facility have stated that "no one" can do this job by the book and get everything done. I have been told that in order to get things done in the "real world", short-cuts must be made, just dont get caught

. That seems crazy to me

! I have been in tears the past few days, trying to figure out what to do

. The residents are getting some meds too early and others too late. The CNA's will disappear for hours at a time and the amount of paperwork that is dumped on the night shift is overwhelming

. I want to do things the way I was taught, the safe way, but I cant get everything done, no matter how fast I try to be. Please, if anyone can give me advice on how to get things done quickly and safely, I would really appreciate it

! Also, is my pt load normal for night shift? Day shift nurses only have 1 hall each, why do the night nurses get 2 halls? The residents are mostly sleeping, but all require alot of meds

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