Unfortunately I have seen this happen to a few of my co-workers. It's sad that we are in the profession of helping others but when we as nurses have a problem..pain..addiction..etc.. we are almost forced to keep it to ourselves for fear of being labelled for life

how do you ask for help when you know that confidentiality is a joke among your peers?
I had the pleasure of working with a very well educated detail oriented nurse.She had a MS04 addiction. When questioned she pointed the finger at me..Unfortunately for her I have a very well documented anaphylatic reaction to MS04..I get scared drawing it up when I'm tired or in a rush. I begged for a drug screen. After hearing that she said well maybe she took it home for someone else. I was mortified!! She is currently in rehab program & I believe doing well.
She is a great nurse who had an unresolved chronic pain management issue.
Would I work with her again today? Absolutely! Would I do the narc count with her? I feel the hairs rising on the back of my neck thinking about it...but to be fair & hold true to MY own beliefs..I would hafta say yes...BUT I would be Oh so carefull!!