Hi,
I am considering reducing my night shift hour commitment by about half and using my free time to pick up more day shift hours. Working days feels more natural to me - I just feel healthier and less ragged.
Why I am feeling apprehensive about this change:
I truly love the staff on night shift - my charge is amazing and is always so very patient with me - she never blows me off and will take the time to teach me new things whenever I approach her with a question - something that is so extremely valuable for an inexperienced nurse like myself. I also have a lot of co-workers that i adore and admire very much.
On night shift, I (sometimes) have more time to think about my patients, look up unfamiliar diagnoses and medications. My work is also more complete and feels less hurried.
I am a new nurse who often needs the guidance and advice of strong experienced nurses. There are some day nurses I feel comfortable approaching but they are often very busy and stressed themselves and don't have much time for me. I will have at least 5 questions each shift ... as I gain more experience, pt. assignments will be more complex ... I worry about who I can turn to when this happens if I were to work days
I am worried about rocking the boat by asking my manager to approve this change
I am worried that if I give up my hours, I won't have the opportunity to pick up shifts
A lot of the nurses and support staff on night shift are just so warm and inviting and really do make me feel comfortable in my environment - something that is hard for a shy introverted person like me. The staff on days seems a little more detached because everyone is just so busy.
Sorry, so long but what would you do?
I am torn ... part of me feels like I should go for it - someone told me the time is right to ask for a reduction in hours (we currently have a lot of new staff) part of me is feeling hesitant and feels I should wait.
Help