Where to begin.
I would say nursing was like...walking past someone and catching a whiff of their perfume, realize it is familiar, but when you turn to see who it was they are lost in the crowd behind you.
I remember being around 18 or 19 and needing to work on a paper for my heredity class (I always have been a big science geek). I was wandering into the hospital my mom was working at at the time, (as a program coordinator for health programs) looking for the medical library and I remembered feeling this odd sense of elation. I didn't really know what it was, but something about being in that hospital just made me feel...right.
As college progressed and a long term relationship appeared I was pretty much spinning my wheels. I had looked into teaching (too repetitive for me), marine biology (I don't like jelly fish lol) and just settling down and being a mom (which trust me, from that relationship would have garnered me nothing but drama and no respect from either my bf at the time or his family). This bf had mentioned once me becoming a nurse, however I only knew of 4 year programs and I just didn't feel that I could handle that. (I have never been a slouch in the intelligence department, however after years of spinning my wheels on college I was just burnt out)
So after dumping the loser I moved to a new big city. I had never moved anywhere without family so this was a big step. I got a job waitressing and after about 6 months I was bored out of my gourd. I knew this couldn't go on much longer.
So one warm spring day I trucked it over to the area technical college to check out their massage therapy program. Here a sunny, friendly counselor said "well, what else do you think you would like to do?"
"Well I have been told maybe I should be a nurse, but I don't know if I am cut out for the schooling."
Well after a little chatting and a lot of optimism I applied for the program. I was wait-listed as everyone else was, however I saw this as an opportunity to work and take prereqs at my own pace. That semester I garnered my first 99% in a class in years in chemistry. I was so stoked I just kept on going until graduation day!
I have been nursing for just over a year now, and even though there are a lot of days I am scared out of my mind at the lives I hold, I go in every work day and come home feeling accomplished. Every. Single. Day.
Nothing better for me.
Soon I will start my ADN-MSN program and become a health educator which, I believe, is the epitome of what nursing can offer to me.
Tait
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