I wanted to be a nurse when I was 19, but hated school so much, so I volunteered at the fire department and became an EMT (met my husband there too).
Did a 24 hour shadow in the ER when I got out of EMT school, asked about nursing jobs, the guy told me it's hard to find a nursing job...so I quit looking into it. I felt like I was a really good EMT, and our psych patients were "mine," because I could convince them to do what they needed to do. Just got lucky with that, I guess. Enjoyed volunteering until I gave birth (I got a picture of me with bunkers on and a belly sticking out of it), and then became extremely domesticated.
Ten years later after the nurse I shadowed told me there were no jobs to be had, after being married, having a daughter who was 5, and sick of being broke (had horses, 'nuff said) I decided I'd become a nurse, or I'd die trying. Heard it was really hard to get into a program, but at that point, I saw life passing me by while I sat at home stareing out the window. I even thought to myself, "it's too late to start something like this." Dumb, eh?
I remember specifically making the decision to DO IT. It was late at night, and I went in to where my husband was sleeping, and said, "We need to talk."
I told him I'd sell the horses (one of them was my "dream horse") if I could go to school. This was HUGE for me to say, because I'm telling you, I had the horse of my dreams, and he wasn't cheap. My friends acted like lightening struck them when I told them.
I just wanted something more, I knew I could become more than what I was (and I had all these plans to home school our daughter and everything). I know this sounds bad, but I felt like I was rotting away at home, and I didn't want to be a cashier at Home Depot forever.
The funny thing is, I hated school when I was younger. With a little age, I had a whole new perspective on it- and with a goal in mind, I got my game face on and dove right in. It boosted my self esteem and morale, BIG TIME, and it enabled me to make friends, use my brain, and get out of the house. It changed my outlook on everything. I'm an honor student and on the dean's list!
Going to school was the best thing that I have ever done for myself. It was a huge adjustment for my husband. I was going through personal growth, and sometimes it's hard to see the dynamics of your relationship change. We had some big run-ins over it (another thread actually). He'd always find a reason why I shouldn't "go this quarter." He talked about not having money to do it, or not enough time to spend with our daughter (she never has needed a baby sitter). He even told me he didn't think I'd finish!
Later I learned that he had confided in a friend that he thought I'd find a doctor and run off with him!

I had a chit chat with him and said if I wanted to do that (or run off with no one), then I could do it at any time...but here I am. Now, of course, he is excited about me going to school. It just took a while for him to see the "new me."
I am so excited to start my program in August that I can hardly contain myself! I've loved doing my science prereqs. I also feel like I'm supposed to help people ("called" if you will), and I think I will truly enjoy employment as a nurse!

Oh- and looking forward to having horses come back into my life when I'm done.