Re: trying to figure out my life.
Ahhhhhh life huh...risks vs not taking them!...consequences vs not...failure or not...isn't that cut and dry...NOT!
Okay so kiddo...you will suceed in any arena you want...not do so well in others or fail just like...oh HUMAN beings! Never fear...if you fear then you will never win!
I wasn't a bad girl...but did get pregnant with a boyfriend that didnt' want anything to do with it...I was on my own..and labeled a 'bad girl"...wouldn't have mattered the place I would have taken RN school...because that was a memory I had no matter where I went! A hurdle I had to overcome..and my goodness...I did it!!!!!! (I am still so proud, not suprised, but proud...I wasn't someone that couldn't take on a challenge...especially if needed~!).
So...you want to know where to go to school...look it up and do research. I went to an ADN program in Oregon that was so cool that I was lucky to get in...now it is almost impossible...so try to find one that is not impossible to get into!
Be rational but be true to you...find a place you like to live in for you..and a nursing school nearby if you can. Trust me, the more secure and sound you feel..the better you will do!
Oh btw..I am living on 1.5 acres of the most heavenly land...just below the coastal mountains in Oregon....with a wonderful paramedic hubby that loves me so much, and my child is happy! I played things by what I WANTED and gave a bit for realistic expectations...and GOT IT! You can too!!!