Hello all. I just graduated nursing school in December and as many of you may already know, my 4 yr old son was dx with ALL leukemia in August. He is in remission, but still very vulnerable and is receiving chemo currently and will be for the next few years (protocol). Here are my concerns...I have taken care of MANY pt's with MRSA and I am extra, specially careful, almost to the point of obsessing about my hand hygeine and keeping my clothing and shoes out of contact with my kids. I clean the toilet seat with antibacterial wipes after every use, I won't kiss my son on the mouth "just incase" and I make certain to always wash my towels and scrubs in hot water. I want to love him and give him affection, but I'm afraid I may give him some funk I picked up at work. I see nurses all the time use the poorest hygiene practices (opening doors with their dirty gloves etc...) Eww. Sigh. I'm just so worried about bringing this home to him, because as we all know it's everywhere, even in rooms that don't have those "cute" little stops signs on the door!

I am not asking for medical advice, but am wondering how many of you have contracted it and given it to your children or someone else? Is there anyone else out there who have an immuno-suppressed child at home like me who also works in healthcare? I'm about to take my boards in late Feb, early March and am truly concerned if I should even continue.

I've wanted this for...well, EVER! I would gladly give it up for my son's best interets...I guess I'm just concerned and venting. Am I crazy?
Any ideas, advice is welcome. I'm very anxious about it.
Thanks in advance.