Thanks for all the support. The baby I've been trying to get is an 11 month old, carbon monoxide poisoning. I can't get his CPS worker to call me back, though. I don't know if she's just really busy, or if they've already found placement for him or what.
I'm kind of disappointed, because I felt really bonded to him, but we're going to go ahead and go through the certification process just in case we ever come across another baby who needs us.
We've been suffering from infertility for 2 years now. One way or another, I'm getting a baby.