This is normal. You will likely suffer from the feelings on and off for a couple of years after you graduate and begin to practice.
I had to find someone with experience to let me bend their ear and remind me of all the things I was doing right and without prompting. Mentors, I think is what we call them. Get one if you can find someone willing.
I hadn't even started an IV until I was out of school for about 4 months. I was working in CCU when a little confused woman pulled hers out. I went to the desk and made an announcement.... "Oh my God, she pulled her IV out." The others just stared at me blankly and said, "Put it back in."
I had to get out a book before I went it there. It went fine, although I did have to stick her twice.
Again, this feeling you are having is normal. I would be more worried if you said, "My clinicals are such a drag. I already know how to do this stuff. I don't know why we have to do so many of these before we graduate."
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