Re: Is it Enough?
I too had wanted to become a doctor my entire life. I finally went to a community college in my late 30's to start on that road, then transferred to a university. I wound up taking 2 nursing classes that qualified towards my biology degree requirements (patho and pharm), decided I was too old (along with other things) to follow my original career plan; and, then applied at the nursing school at the same university. Grades weren't an issue, so I easily was accepted to nursing school and finished up my biology degree when I started my first semester of nursing school.
I was worried about the same things as you when I started nursing; but, in areas of ICU and Emergency, you will find a certain degree of autonomy that bends the rules to the point they almost break. Many times you must make clinical decisions to save a patient's life and the doctors will back you up by writing the orders, to match what was done for the patient, after the fact. Additionally, you will find some doctors consulting with you on what you feel is best for the patient. This type of work environment will ease some of your concerns. Is it enough? Maybe not totally; but, I do plan on either obtaining my NP or PA in the near future-you could certainly transition into a MD later on since your age won't hold you back as much as mine did.
GOOD LUCK ON WHATEVER ROAD YOU TAKE