Hi, I'm brand new tonight and wanna say HELLO to everyone! I'm so glad I found this site! I've been reading lots of posts and have learned a lot already.
First, a short bio about me.....I'm an LPN who worked med-surg and NICU in a large hospital for years and LOVED it! (the only reason I left is because we moved). I am now finding it harder to find hospital jobs, and considered Nursing Home or Private Duty.
Many of you may think my question about being a CNA is silly- but recently, after some soul-searching, (and interviewing in a Nursing Home where I'd be in charge of 38 patients and 2 aides) I realized that I'd be perfectly happy going back to my days as a CNA........I LOVE to help patients and I LOVE to work hard and stay busy, but I am terrified to be a charge nurse in a Nursing Home.......I just don't have the personality to be "the boss"........
I worked as a CNA on a busy Med-Surg floor and an ER and I could seriously see myself going back. I just wonder how the State Board and prospective employers would feel about this?
Am I crazy or has anyone else wanted to do this? I am a thorough, caring LPN, but I've lost lots of confidence.......(as if that isn't obvious)

**disclaimer**- I realize aides have a lot of responsibilities, too, I just don't want to be the one who deals with life threatening /supervisory issues.
I apologize to your eyes if you're still reading this.....LOL! .

But here's a little more background- I recently had a job where EVERY time I had to suction a trach, I was sooooo nervous.......the patients were always FINE and I knew what to do, and yes......I even had trachs come out, and re-inserted immediately and the patients were FINE, but again- I was always so nervous and un-confident ........then the vent alarms would go off, and I knew what to do, and all was well.....But I also had an RN to help me immediately if I needed it, and in a nursing home, it won't be that way!
..But the truth is, my CNAs knew the patients better (they'd been there longer- so of course they did!), and I felt they were more knowledgeable (and they were!) .......I couldn't handle the stress and left after 9 months, which I sometimes regret! ......(doesn't look very good on the resume, and I felt I gave up too easily).....
Have you ever heard of an LPN becoming a CNA? I'd love to hear your thoughts and/or experiences! Thanks!