NTP is a program for nurses w/less than 1yr work experience. It's sort of an extended orientation. As far as being seen by RNs in the clinic...not so much. I was in Family Practice today and the nurses role is mostly behind the scenes, unless a pt requests some extra instruction or something else comes up. Lots of the work is pseudo-case mgt, putting out fires, coordinating care, etc. The techs can do so much and the providers are generally the next step so the nurses have a different role there.
You right about clinical pt care being different than having your own pts but the bottom line is that you're NEVER alone. I felt so much more comfortable after I saw all of the experienced RNs around me asking for assistance/clarifying orders, care, etc....just nice to have a 'team' to work into. Taking 6 pts is a bit daunting at first but it really comes down to time mgt on a med/surg floor. The VA side is a pretty consistent population as far as demographics. The AF side includes men, women, AD, retired, VA, peds, etc. I do well w/organizing myself till a pedi gets thrown into the mix....love kids but the sick ones are tough (I'm a bit of a softie when it comes to the lil ones) and sometimes the parents are tougher.
You will learn a ton w/the hands-on in the VA. It's a great place to pick up skills and see a multitude of pathophysiologies...pretty sick population on the floor. Don't be afraid to make mistakes...just be sure you learn from them WHEN you do. I don't know anyone who hasn't made mistakes, nor do I anyone who doesn't worry about that. Anyway I hope all is well and you're looking forward to your time on the floor