I've been on my own as a RN for only about a month or so, and I know what you mean. I owe about $92,000 and I think that kind of thing all the time. But it's a good place to be....it's harder to imagine that while you're in school and studying your ass off and getting stressed beyond all reason, etc, but it'll be okay. I didn't even want to do nursing at all until I hit OB, and that was halfway through my second year of the program!!
I'm still not sure if this is what I'll do for the rest of my life, but, I don't know. I guess we'll always have questions about what-if's and if-onlys, but if you even like nursing a little, stay with it because it's one of the best jobs in the world!

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