I just wanted to say thanks to everyone that has replied so far!
It is really encouraging and at this time that is what I need!
I did conjur up the courage to talk to the medical director, and he is behind me 100%---yes I cried!
I don't want to leave my job as I love what I do, but in the same time it is extremely SCAREY!

So thanks for all the thoughts and keep them coming!

I am trying to be more aware of what I am around, and am praying that will do the trick!
I can only pray that everything will be ok, like you said you never know! I feel like everyday I am walking a tight rope!
Thanks so much for listening!
I really appreciate it!!
Gidgette