Andrea, I am current BSN student/future CNM also, I think if I remember correctly, the number of CNM deliveries has actually increased a lot in the last 10-20 yrs in the U.S., I think I saw that it's about 10% now. Have you looked around the
www.acnm.org website? If you can afford to join you can get their journal also (I wish I could afford!). I have found it hard to find a really active midwifery forum to follow, some being closed to non-members or students, etc. The midwifery today website has an aspiring midwife forum that is active, I think it's mostly from a CPM/LM/homebirth perspective rather than CNM:
http://www.midwiferytoday.com/forums/