Originally Posted by SmilingBluEyes
Depends on your attitude. Go with the intention to learn some things (which you will)--- while keeping your values intact. You will do ok.
Second this. You will learn things, and you will change your mind about things. But, speaking from a similar perspective (SNM in a very medicalized setting who has strong beliefs about the naturalness of childbirth), you will also learn to nod you head and go with the flow, knowing full well that when you get out of school, you'll have a greater capacity to be able to practice in a setting more to you liking with a style more to your liking.
I directed push and have legs back with the strong epidurals, not with the rest, unless it's going not so well for some reason.
Becki, SNM (graduating Aug 2006)