Originally Posted by starfrek1
Sometimes I think they just 'assume' that 'older' nurses just would like 'easier' assignments.
They do this by us, too. Some of the older nurses never seem to get the very sick, critical babies. If we have a lot of newer nurses working that shift, or if there is any orientation going on, they will get the sicker babies to get experience. Some charge nurses will always give the new girls the sickest babies, while others are old school and don't "trust" them with sick babies just yet. Otherwise, there are always certain nurses working who we *know* really only like sick kids, so they usually are assigned them if no new girls are working. They will complain if they get feeder-growers in stepdown, and who wants to listen to that? So they give those gerbil wheel assignments to the older nurses who don't complain, and just pleasantly do their job.
We do have a couple of older nurses that are always assigned easier babies, and in all honesty it's because they're very slow in their work. They move slow, walk slow, talk slow, mix up meds slow, etc. It's just them and their personalities, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with taking life easy - but this is an ICU. The charge nurses will just not assign them very critical babies because they fall behind so quickly.
So I think it's a combination of wanting to give new nurses good critical experiences, not wanting to p*** off the adrenaline junkies who hate stepdown, and possibly a personality/speed thing.
I hope it gets better by you! Speak up, say you're losing your skills (even though I'm sure you couldn't after 27 years!), or that you're BORED and want a challenge. I know I've done that after following a primary for months and spending tons of time in stepdown - I'll say, "PLEASE give me something juicy, I'm going crazy here!"