Ok I have a bit of a dilemma and I'm looking for some advice, suggestions, insight, experiences that you can share ..... anything.
Here's a bit of background. I graduated in May of '05. I didn't start working right away ... I took time to study for boards, then I enjoyed the summer vacation before starting my new career.
At the end of Sept. I landed a great job working in a newborn nursery. I had thought about going into NICU right away and seriously considered it. I did my preceptorship in a Special Care Nursery and I really loved it. After talking to my manager we both agreed that I could start in the newborn nursery where I could get some good assessment skills. Then, as time goes on, I could move up to the step-down unit, then to NICU.
Since then I've been working in the nursery and I'm loving it. I've been off orientation since the end of Nov. .... so about 2 months now. I'm starting to feel more comfortable.
Now they are talking about going to couplet care. No more nursery. I know this is the norm for all the hospitals around here. That's why when I was offered this job to start with I was surprised it was available because I didn't know they still had newborn nurseries. But our postpartum rooms just aren't conducive to a couple care environment. Well they're talking about going ahead and trying it. They're having a meeting about it later this week, so hopefully I'll learn more then.
So of course all kinds of rumors are flying. Supposedly they want to start this in 2 weeks. Everyone is wondering what they're going to do and it's been said that we can either join the postpartum nurses and do the couplet care. Or we can go to NICU.
I was hoping I'd be able to train in the step-down unit first, but they're saying that we need to train in NICU. I know that I'd want to go to NICU rather than work postpartum .... I'm just now starting to feel comfortable working with babies, I want to keep working with babies rather than adults. The prospect of working in NICU excites me .... it's something that I've wanted since I did my preceptorship in the Special Care Nursery. But on the other hand, since I've been working in the newborn nursery, the idea of sick babies scares the crap out of me! Any time I have a baby that isn't transitioning too well or that gets sick or something just isn't right .... it scares me. And we don't handle it any more than that. If something isn't right, then we call the resident and they get sent to NICU. It just really, really scares me
I'm just so unsure of myself and what I should do. Did you all start out in the NICU? I know new grads generally do great in the NICU. Did any of you start out in a newborn nursery and then go to NICU? How was the transition for you?
Any suggestions or advice you can give me I would really appreciate. Thanks for reading!