I haven't worked in NICU in a very long time, but I enjoyed it for the most part. I went into it because I had a child who was in a NICU for 60 days or more. I wanted to help other children and parents. And I guess caring for her, helped me lose some of the fear in caring for other neonates.
But I enjoyed cuddling them, or being able to calm them. To reassure and to educate the parents, and provide emotional support to them. I even was able to take care of triplets from our church, and it was wonderful to see the faces of their parents when they found out I was one of the ones caring for them.
Watching them progress from being baby, A, B, and C in level III, to level II and then home..and each having real personalities. So much so I could tell which one was crying, without looking. And to be there to assist their mom and dad! I think that was one of the best moments I can remember now.
But I also didn't like having a pt in the unit, that was born with multiple birth defects to a nurse, and a soldier!! There were orders not to feed or bag this child!!! But no one paid attention to that order! We couldn't listen to it cry, or watch it gasp for air without doing something!
Or to take care of a child of a woman, who had been given genetic conseling, and advised not to have anymore children, as each of the 3 she had died from a severe form of, and I'm thinking it was "Dandy Walker Syndrome ".
I can still remember the day the last one died, and they had to send the nurse who cared for the him daily... home! Yes there're negatives to being in the unit, but thankfully, more and more children survive, than they used to, d/t the dedicated nurses and doctors who care for them.
I hope you get your wish, and received the precetorship of your choice. Good luck and nice to see another homie as I'm originally from Buffalo too!