thanks for your support. i thought i could not ask help from anyone outside my unit. honestly, am having a difficulty shadowing my preceptors because everyday they assign me to a new one (and each of them has different levels of experience WBN,level I, levelII, LEVEL III). that's why each of them has their own ideas, style or techniques on how to do particular things.
for ex. the way one collects blood is different from the others. also, i have posted in another thread about the temp probe. some nurses clothed their babies even with the probe attached on them.
we don't have yet protocol on these subjects. even if we have, i think they are outdated and needs to be reviewed. so, if anyone could send me a copy of their IPP on thermoregulation, collection of blood, feeding infant, etc.. pls. do so, i would gratefully appreciate any help you could offer me to help my unit start a good level III. pls. send it to me at:
blessedneonatalnurse2003-nursing@yahoo.com
i have been working in my unit for two months and some of the nurses commented "we are pretty laidback here, we just do as we please." i don't know how to react when someone told me this statement, the first thing i thought was she meant backwards )'coz am not familiar with some of the american or english terms). however, when i looked it up the dictionary i've found out she meant being lax, relax, or free. am asking help from most of the seasoned NICU nurses here on the board 'coz i don't want to risk my patients or babies when am already out of the orientation and dealing with my own babies i belive i must have a protocol to follow for mw not top commit any mistakes in the future.
seriously speaking am having a difficulty adjusting to my new level II turning level III unit by next year (as they claim). i don't have anything against my co-nurses, i don't mean i am better than them. it's just that some nurses just make me feel i am a bad nurse 'coz i do things in a different way. it's just that i felt it is very difficult to implement any changes in the unit since they don't like changes. may be they felt threatened to the newbies, i don't know really how to describe it. most of my fellow nurses there are seasoned nurses, some are LPNs turned ADNs or RNs., and some still look after their seniority or working on their MAs. they make me feel lost most esp. with one of our RP, i can feel that she doesn't like me and that she is trying to find faults in me. i once had approached her and had spoken to her if we have problems, then she told me because i do things in a different way than she expected me to do it. from then on, she never gave me admissions.
even if i came from a level III NICU it doesn't mean i am the best among the unit, i still have to adjust and adapt in the new area, i haven't found my comfort zone as of yet. what we do back from where i came from may be different from here 'coz that's the practice in another country and another hospital. i mean, my practice may be the one that is backwards so i still need to update myself. for her knowing that i have been in a level III, she expects too much from me. there's no way for her to help me adjust and learn the things their way.
speaking in general, i don't want to think that they have this kind of attitude "eating their youngs." i don't want to be bias to them, i just want to make my work and life easier. i hope to hear some good advice on how i can handle this mixed emotions.
i hope i didn't confuse all of you, apologies for my grammar and spelling.