Don't be nervous about your reaction. Embrace it! I have found reserves of mental strength and faith that I never knew I had before. I have developed a deep appreciation for life, health, and family, and I am happier than I have ever been in my life - even in the face of personal tragedy.
And no matter what you encounter on the floor and no matter how overwhelming it may feel, your colleagues will be there for you. The teamwork and solidarity on a NIC floor is better than on any other. The day after my primary passed away, I found cards and chocolates in my mailbox. When my baby is on the verge of coding, I have three nurses at my bedside asking me to delegate to them. In NIC, the tears may flow when a baby dies, but the very next week we regroup and throw a potluck.
So I know that I'm rambling, but my point is... yes, NIC can be hard to deal with, but it is also extrememly rewarding and inspiring. Give it a shot, and you may suprise yourself with just how strong you are.
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