It can threaten and overwhelm your life just like smoking, drugs, or alcohol. that mind set is one of the reasons why people with COE are hesitant to get help... because they don't think food will kill them.
i am on the other side of the food addiction spectrum. i have been a relapsing and recovering anorexic and bulimic. i use food to punish myself... to gain some form of control over my life... and just when i think i have it under control, i find myself stressed out and wanting to restrict or purge.
i have been hospitalized numerous times for my eating disorders and also have been in many different day groups.... and there was a vast range of us there, sometimes you can't just look at someone and know that they are eating disordered..there are overweight anorexics, and underweight COE's. it is very interesting to see the stereotypes provided for people with various edo's such as anorexics are always 70 pounds, bulimics are alwyas chubby and coe's are always obese... because it is so very untrue!!!
there were anorexics, bulimics and compulsive overeaters there... all for the same reason.... one way or another, we are addicted to food and using it for control... whether it be eating for comfort, overexercising to compensate overeating, or not eating at all.... it is an addiction and a disease that encircles one important part of maintaining life.... eating.
i understand the food addiction and daily struggle with it. food terrifies me. eating is always an internal battle. but the first step in getting better is understanding that it is an addiction and sometimes its too much to try and overcome on your own.
i hope you guys don't mind me joining your group.