Oh dear! How could they have been so careless! Every nurse I ever precepted was taught by me to do a very thorough pre/post op teaching with their surgical patients. I also stressed the importance of a patient being in a calm and accepting state of mind preoperatively because the better their mental, emotional, and spiritual disposition was before surgery, the better their outcome afterwards.

And, as far as it not being your time to go, looks like God had greater plans for your life! The nursing profession is very blessed to have you as one of their own, I'm sure.