Hello, pickles98,
I can imagine your frustration and concern here. But, the members of allnurses.com cannot offer any advice regarding your medical problem. Please contact your PCP and pose these questions/concerns to him/her.
Here are some links on TSH/T4, but not having a clue if you indeed have an endocrine problem, it is difficult to offer any other links:
http://www.labtestsonline.org/unders...s/t4/test.html
http://www.lef.org/newshop/items/itemLC304131.html
http://www.tsh.org/disorders/index.html
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/e...cle/003517.htm
We wish you good luck and hope you feel better soon.