Good for you, almost a CNM!!! I also love being a midwife, although I've been a midwife in the Neonatal unit for years now, haven't "caught" a baby in a long time!!
I remember, as all midwives do, things like my first delivery..(cried my eyes out!), first twin birth, first time you managed it all on your own..WOW..what a feeling eh! Nothing better than welcoming new life into the world!
Jees, now I'm all nostalgic, may need to go and ask if I can deliver a wee one, just for the experience again!
Keep up the enthusiasm, you are just what midwifery needs..a midwife with passion for her chosen path!!

