Well, I was a new grad, too. I'd worked in a rehab hospital for 10 weeks (yup, 10 weeks) and decided that I hated it, too. I'm 46, and had gone back to nursing school at 44. I'd always wanted to do hospice nursing and was told I'd have to do the "year" also. It felt like a prison sentence before I smartened up a left. I was very fortunate to immediately get a new job for two hospice agencies, both per diem. My plan was to get in there and show them what I could do, not what I "couldn't do". I had two absolutely wonderful Directors that I interviewed with - both hired without any problem. One of the jobs led to full time, and here I am. I love it so much! I have discovered my purpose in life. So, I'd try out per diem first, to see if hospice is for you. In my case. I do think what helped alot was the fact that my family had used hospice for my Mom a few years back, and that became the turning point of my life. Let me know how you make out