I've posted several times before about our LTC's resistance to bringing in any hospice agency.I believed we where making progress when we finally added a "comfort care" protocol to our P & P.It was wishful thinking. We continue to wait until the last days/hours to intitiate "comfort care" Today the emergency med box was out of roxanol! This just frosts me.Then-I overstepped and caused a ******* contest between myself,the don and supe (o well) because I called the don and told her right away.Then they both pushed me to get a one time order for a fentanyl patch because " we have those" Well--I know that would not be in the best interest of the resident especially since we do have anti-anxiety meds available and I am well aware of the onset of action of the patch.I called the doc,told him exactly what was available-actually as I listed drugs on hand I started with the fentanyl.He interrupted me and said "You know that won't help her tonite" Well.....duh....I'm an idiot...We are all idiots.
It's a freaking LTC-it's the last trip these people go on and we are NOT helping them plan it-there is no excuse.Turns out we did have other deaths over the weekend and the e -box stock was depleted.HELLO-today is Tuesday-that box should have been changed out Monday am-someone dropped the ball and I hope the don takes care of that tomorrow.
And if I get called to the office for overstepping I'll take the PDR with me.I have had a few really bad end of life experiences in th past years there -trying to manage symptoms that got out of control before I even arrived.It has taken a toll.I can't say I am an expert and aleays right,I'm NOT -but it is something I feel strongly about.And I have experience with home health hospice and hospice involving my own family.I would like to believe that the lessons I have learned from the people I cared for can be applied to people I care for today.But a ******* contest between rn's and lpn's in LTC usually ends in one way....I can't win......and the residents loose,too....

not a good day
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