Thank you Aimee,
Please people, the horse is dead.
I've been at hospice now for almost 5 months and now I'm switching to full time, I love it that much.
As I posted earlier, I understand now where I couldn't before. My background was in medicating Med-Surg patients.
Thanks to all who posted, negative or positive, but I would truly like to let this issue drop now that its no longer relevant.
JacelRN