Thank you all for your condolences. My Dad is truly in a happier place, I know. The funeral is over though and the pain is starting to hit. The aimlessness. The "why's?". The absolute heartache. The feeling that it all must have been a bad dream. I purchased a grief recovery book and plan to enter some sort of group so I can talk about it. It is real obvious already that post funeral everyone tries to forget about your loss and certainly no one wants to talk about it!!!
I told my Dad I would be OK, so I will be OK. He will help me!!