Your question on TS is the main reason I started looking for hospice support sites. I am an lvn with 23 yrs nursing experience, 12 in geriatric nursing and now 7 months in hospice. While I absolutely love working in hospice and believe in what we do, TS has caused the most conflict within me, especially in patients who have prolonged, lingering deaths. Or in situations where family members requests for continuous or increased pain meds have been a large factor in med management. This has forced me to do alot more studying of the dying process/pain management at end of life. Hospice philosophy and mine, holds that if a patient says they have pain, they do and should be medicated accordingly. I agree completely. But when the patient can no longer speak for him/herself and we are required to medicate them entirely on objective data and hospice protocol, it can at times feel as if we are "playing God". We just want to feel we are doing the right thing for the patient. There seems to be a sort of taboo or negative judgement about a hospice nurse admitting thatshe/he struggles with this sort of issue but I believe it is the deep caring for our patients dying process and the integrity of the hospice nurse that makes us raise the difficult questions.