Stress of hospital and new MS diagnosis
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I'm writing in here 'cause I really don't know where else to turn at the moment. I was diagnosed with definitive MS yesterday, I'm 25 but the neurologist thinks I've been experiencing symptoms since I was 18 or 19. I was started on high dose IV solu-medrol for 3 days, I'm receiving the IV at home so I have a heplock in my hand so I'm missing work 'cause I just don't see myself being able to do my work; labs, evals, and such, and not pulling it out.
This past year and a half has been extremely stressful while working in ICU/ER as a new nurse and in hindsight, a lot of symptoms that I dismissed as stress reactions, i.e. leg weakness, random dizziness, nausea, vague vision blurriness, etc, were all probably mild exacerbations of MS. Currently I work in a psych ER, while no where near as hectic as regular ER my fear is that working in a hospital is not going to be an option. My current exacerbation is only some numbness/tingling in my legs and buttocks and some random pain. Thankfully I have no weakness or gait problems, only some unsteadiness due to random dizziness.
Is there anyone else that is dealing with the symptoms of MS on a daily basis as a nurse? I know every case is different, but how do you deal?
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