Oink Oink

, I have returned for a quick update.
Jury duty today. I had to park 2 blocks from the courthouse so I walked instead of taking the trolley to my destination. It was a good walk. I could feel my spirit sinking this morning

while driving to jury duty. After the first walk, I felt much better. No more sinking feelings for the rest of the day. I walked back to my car for lunch and drove to grab a bite. After lunch I parked the car and walked back to the courthouse. When all was finished, I walked back to my car again. I feel much better.
Those moments can be hard.

I'm glad you guys understand where I'm coming from.

I'm having a hard time right now with all the kids therapies, needs, etc. I'm not sleeping well and I'm struggling with the depression. Yet here comes God right on time as usual.
This week the boys are in vacation bible school all week which gives me 2.5 hours per night to myself. Jury duty allowed me to just sit. I needed that. I read one of my books for helping me deal with the kids' behaviors. And that was good too. I need to make progress with the kids and figure out how to improve communication in our home.
I fielded a few phone messages on the way home, treated myself to a piece of cake then dinner

. Now I'm finishing up my emails and will be preparing the kids' daily chore list. Maybe this will help clarify for everyone what must get done. We'll try it. Well, if I can finish it before conking out. I'm tired.
Off to work tomorrow, then hopefully Friday will be a down day for me. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything.
BTW, good news, took the kids to the dentist on Tuesday. None of the dental staff members were bitten by my children.


Hurray!!!! I can't even begin to express how elated dh and I were over this milestone. In addition to that, no cavities!!
Well, have a good weekend.
Gentle