Hey Goody 986. I hear you. It is tough finding ones nitch in nursing. And I totally agree about coworker drama stuff. You know the term " nurses eat their young" sometimes it is really true. It is sad,

because it doesn't have to be that way. if we could all work together and get over our egos and blaming eachother for something gone wrong or whatever, I think nursing would be 10 times more rewarding of a job and we wouldn't have such a shortage now. I love nursing because I love my patients and I love the fact that I can be a bridge for them. I love helping them and connecting with them about their lives, families, challenges along with making sure they stay healthy and cared for correctly. I try to remember the larger picture of my job, because the other stuff, like the drama and bs... it takes away all the goodness we have in ourselves. don't let it get to you and you will find your nitch. I still think I am searching for my nitch, but that is also the beauty of nursing, we can go anywhere. good luck!!