[level1_traumaRN]

Guys I just need someone to talk to. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have the hope and encouragment from reading all the treads here. I get off orientation in 1 week after jumping into the "joy" of ER Nursing right after I graduated in May. I love my job, I just feel SO overwhelmed! There is SO much to learn, it's like I can't think quick enough. Some nurses are able to pick up on things I hadn't even began to think about. I wonder when I'll be like that or when I can impress someone with my smarts? I feel horrible, I had been severely depressed but this past week I moved to night shift since it's what I'll be working and I LOVE IT. Yea it's busy but it's much more laid back. I really like night shift and didn't think I would. Point is, I know that I'll have people to ask questions if I need it, but I'm torn up not feeling competent enough!~

[crb613]

It must be a new nurse thing! I feel exactly the same way... some days I come home I tell my husband...I am not sure I know what I am doing! It seems like the more experienced nurses just automatically know what to do & when to do it....I am amazed & can only hope one day that will be me! So if it helps you are not alone!

[hica19]

I feel the exact same way. I mean my preceptor is amazing and is always trying to find something to teach me. However, there's just WAY too many things to know. Not only on patient care procedures, but also on the documentation part, checking new orders, and all that. I know I'm learning a lot everyday and my preceptor even makes a point that I'm progressing. However, I can't even imagine what it will be like once I'm off on my own and caring for a full patient load by myself. Right now, even though I'm on my toes trying to prioritize care, I still need my preceptor to get my back quite a lot.

[RNsRWe]

From what I'm hearing at work, and on these boards, it's pretty normal to feel both incompetent and overwhelmed when you're so new. I have a week left of orientation, too, and there's not a night that's gone by without my asking my preceptor about fifty questions. Or is it a hundred?? I know I'm not INcompetent, but I sure have a long way to go before I feel like I can be trusted all on my own! Everyone tells me that being off orientation just means that you handle your own patient load BUT you have experienced nurses around to ask those same questions of. I'm going to hold them to that, lol, since I am always questioning what I am doing, or what someone else did, or some infernal paperwork snafu.

We're new. We'll learn. And I just make sure I'm paying close attention at all times!

[hlfpnt]

Originally Posted by hica19

I feel the exact same way. I mean my preceptor is amazing and is always trying to find something to teach me. However, there's just WAY too many things to know. Not only on patient care procedures, but also on the documentation part, checking new orders, and all that. I know I'm learning a lot everyday and my preceptor even makes a point that I'm progressing. However, I can't even imagine what it will be like once I'm off on my own and caring for a full patient load by myself. Right now, even though I'm on my toes trying to prioritize care, I still need my preceptor to get my back quite a lot.

Ditto! I go off orientation in 2 weeks & don't feel like I know enough to do so. I have my routine down, but this time management thing is killing me!

[DolphinRN84]

I'm so glad I found this thread! I'm feeling the exact same way!!! The only difference is that I started orientation this week and yesterday I had one patient to take care of. Yesterday was also my second day on the floor. So you guys are probably thinking don't be hard on yourself, its only the second day. But there is so much to learn! But I know in time I'll get better...(hopefully.. ). Thanks for writing the post other person! And I'm sure you will be fine

[RNKay31]

We all have these feelings but you will overcome it one day, stay the course LOL

[DolphinRN84]

I hear you Kay. I'll try and overcome. It's just so hard being a new nurse and all...I'm just glad I'm at least familiar with some things already. OP we can do this!

[amy0123]

I'm working on it! It feels like forever to grow out of being incompetent, but some day, I'll feel the full bloom and it's fragrance of being a nurse.

[Tweety]

You're sounding perfectly normal to me.

Be gentle with the conversations you have with yourself. We all have been there. Please don't compare your insides with someone elses outsides because they aren't all that. They are just like you, you are just more self-aware and can admit it.

Hang in there.