First of all, congratulations! Second, do you think you would be happier in a different area? My hubby is military, so I will assume that like him you are on orders? If so, does that mean you are put into a very specific "slot" and cannot move to a different area of the hospital, someplace that you might find more invigorating and challenging? I hope that you find your spark, because it sounds like you have a lot to offer as a nurse!