It seems like it will be forever... LOL
I want to get my ADN, then my BSN, then MSN... and possibly be a CNM. We'll see.
About dealing with dying kids. The nurses I dealt with while my child was sick and later in hospice were invaluable to me. I don't know how I would have gotten by without them. Know that if you choose that route, there are many parents and children who would benefit from a caring, competent nurse.
I always say that I got by because if someone was going to walk my child to heaven it was going to be me, but without a support system to help me take care of my child along the way, I know they helped me, help her, in all the best ways.