I hope I get in too. I'm just not getting my hopes up. Unfortunately, the way the lottery is set up, there are no guarantees. Just because I was an alternate this year means nothing for next year...it's the same lottery, regardless. Which means, I could apply next year, for the fourth time, and not even get on the list at all.
As it is, I can't even apply next year. My anatomy expires this fall, the fall semester anatomy class is already full, and next year my micro and physio will expire (there is a recency requirement for the sciences at my school). So, this is it for me. If they don't get to #17, I pretty much have to figure out something else to do with my life. *sigh*