I took NCLEX-RN on monday morning and since then I have felt so sick. There are moments when I forget that I just took the most important test of my entire life and I feel ok, then I remember and the stomach pains come rushing back.
I had 75 questions I think, I know it was in the 70s when it cut off and it had to be at least 75. Mine seemed like they were ALL medications and teaching about medications, tons of prioritization with a few reg. teaching ?s and a little psych thrown in for good measure. Pharm is my absolute worst and those medications were so strange, without even prefixes or suffixes to go off of. I swear, some of them looked like they were names of Russian cities or something.
I am so worried I failed I cannot do anything. I have so much riding on this. I am getting married in a few weeks and both his family and mine are waiting with bated breath to hear my results, as well as a few friends from school. Also I have a great job in CICU waiting for me and if I dont pass, they told me I would probably lose my spot there, although I could get a job on another unit.
So far, no one out of my nursing class has failed and I do not want to be the one who screws up the trend. Our teachers were so obsessed with us having 100% pass rate. I will be so upset and embarassed if I failed but I just do not feel good about it at all. I know everyone says that so I have no idea what to think.