Hellow everyone my name is camile and I am a 4 times nclex failure what should I study should I study the KAPLAN questions for $300. they'll send me 3000 questions to study how to take the nclex exam in other words why one answer is the right choice and the other one although making sense isn't. Sometime I want to give up on being a nurse but I'm 48 years old and my body and back can't take much more of the physical pain that comes with being a nurses aide. I've been a nurse aide a med tech off and on now for over 10 years time waisted when I should have been a nurse. But, a lot of circumstances have held me back most of them due to my on stupidity in the choices that I've made. I'm going back to school part time for Medical Assistant trying to use this as a refreshers course, since they don't have such a course here in Raliegh, NC. It is very painful watching all the young new nurses do the job I know I was meant to do now they tell me what to do as a nurse tech and I have to say yes mam to them with all my grey hair I am and feel like such a failure.

thanks for listening CAMILE