
Hello! I am new to this site, it apperars to be a very benneficial resource.
I am in a dillema, which I hope someone could offer some expert or @least, helpful advice.
I became an L.P.N. in 1998, Pa issued me a probationary stus license for three years, due to criminal mischief misdemeanors from long ago. I became well recognized as an excellent and compassionate nurse for the three years that I worked at a small sub-acute hospital, mainly ventilator dependent and various catastrophicaaly ill patients .
I enrolled in a Diploma R.N. program, two months into the program, I lost my L.P.N. lincense due to missing a few Random Urine screens ( six in two years).. I decided to wait when I graduated to address this issue. I graduated in 2003. Was granted to sit for the Boards in 2004. I passed in Mar.'04 the first try.
Well, I gave birth to twin girls in Oct. '04, had two death's in the family in ,04 as well. My girls are my GLORY! and make all other worries and troubles small.
I have been on several interviews, @local hospital's and even a nursing home, no one will hire me, ( I am on probation again for the first probation violation until 2007, I plan to petition sooner)I presume, do to the stipulations involved ie. cannot pass narcotics for a period of six mo.'s, can't work in iCU, Critical Care (where I wanted to gain experience), Home Care etc.etc..
I sometimes forget I 'm a nurse, until I look @ my portfolio with all my acomplishments, I have a Basic Critical Care certificate and ACLS and numerous CE's.and alot of beautiful letters of reccommendations from superiors, colleagues and co- workers.
Should I give this up? My heart is in nursing, but where is the realality of it? I need the experience of being a R.N..
Any advice out there? Thanks.