Originally Posted by bethin
If the rate is so low for addiction (1%) I wonder why we as a society and as healthcare professionals talk about it so much as if it happens to 95% of pts who take narcotics.
I take Vicodin PRN for Crohn's. I can't eat a meal without experiencing pain. Sometimes excrutiating pain where I curl up in a ball and pray to God to kill me then I won't feel anything. I worry that I will become addicted but after reading all this info that everyone has provided my fear has lessened - a little. I receive my meds from one dr, I don't steal narcotics from pts and I don't seek outside sources for my meds. My dr has asked me numerous times if my pain med is strong enough (sometimes it isn't) and he says he can prescribe something stronger but that fear creaps up and I refuse. It's as if society has brainwashed me into thinking if I take a narcotic for longer than a week I'll become addicted.
I have went off the Vicodin to see how I do. I wanted to test myself to see if I'm addicted. It's misery so back on it I go. I don't take it every 4 hours as it says on the bottle, I don't take it to escape. I take it for pain. And anyone who says that Crohn's AND Ulcerative Colitis isn't painful is full of it. The other pts that I've talked to have equated it with giving childbirth.
You think asking for an epidural will work?

Since it numbs from the waist down then I wouldn't feel my LUQ and RUQ pain.
Sorry for the rant.
Rant away.
I, for one, understand what you are feeling. I took PRN meds for pain for about 2 years. felt terrible, like i was this person who was evil thinking about my back pain all the time. felt horrible when i had to ask my doc for pain meds (darvocet at that time). i finally got a discogram and several MRI's and a decent surgeon finally told me what was wrong with me. that i deserve to have my pain managed properly. so i went to see a PM specialist (which is where i heard about this low rate...that's why i said not to quote me as i don't have the link for a study/studies) and i have had to since leave nursing due to the meds i take and the demands on my body being too much. i have recently faced a cancer battle as well, and i've been off work for a few months. i couldn't do it anymore.
i don't know why, now as just a patient, if i present to a different doc or to ER for a totally different reason, and i give mymed list to them why i have to get the eye rolling, sighing healthcare people who treat me like a low life. i have been a nurse 11 years. i don't work anymore. i am trying to get disability for now. i hate life right now. i truly feel for anyone who has to deal with pain, especially those with chronic pain. it is miserable. even when treated, my pain is usually hovering about a 4. if i get OOB, it shoots up. my quality of life is very poor right now. but i get up, cause i have two little kids who need me.
i hope you find relief. i truly do. i don't know why pain patients have to fight to get treatment and fight to "prove" ourselves time and time again. i don't know. not all nurses are like that. i have met very many kind and caring (and competent) nurses and other HCP who help.