I didn't know where exactly to post this, but here it goes anyway:
So the stress and the forty mile drive to work has finally taken its toll and I am going to leave the Level I ER where I have worked for almost two years now. I interviewed today at the local hospital for a PRN positon--of course, they just
had to offer me a day shift position and about the same amount of money with benefits that cost less than what I am currently paying. With gas over four dollars a gallon here, my 80 mile round trip drive to work is taxing my bank account, besides the fact that I am tired of having an hour drive home from work each night--sometimes I don't get home until 10 pm and I get off at 7:30 pm. I'm also getting tired of the inadequate staffing, lack of working equipment, etc at my current job.
Here is the deal--I'm not sure that I am making the right decision. It seems like the right thing to do, but I am not sure I will be happy in this small community ER. I'm going from the drama and chaos of an 150 bed ER to a 24 bed ER. Not to mention that I love trauma and I currently spend most of my time right now working in the trauma bay and this new hospital doesn't see any trauma if they can help it.
I feel so guilty that I am leaving this place I have dedicated so much time to and that has spent so much time investing in me by putting me through all the training, but financially I really can't pass on this offer.
I'm so bummed and not really sure what to do. I will probably continue to work PRN at the trauma center to keep my skills up to date. Thanks for the opportunity to rattle on and keep me in your prayers as I make this difficult decision.