[GIJay]

Originally Posted by RNRutRO

So, what did you do? Did you fight it? Did you do TPAPN. I see this questions about TPAPN, but never see an update, or what someone did. I too am in a simular situation and wanted to know. Please let me know.

I sent you a pm. Don't get discouraged about rejection because it is going to happen. I went on many interviews before i got hired. Most of them went great until I mentioned 'TPAPN' then it was 'we'll let you know' only to never hear from them despite leaving message after message. Hopefully you will find a director that truly believes people deserve a second chance like I did. I just started a new job 4 weeks ago after 4+ months of unemployment and so far I love it.
-jay

[1964RNfromTX]

Originally Posted by LITTLEKBOPEEP

i graduated lvn prog. aug06. just found out i hav 2 join tpapn if i even want 2 take the nclex. been clean/sober for 3yrs. now hav 2 start going 2 meetgs again? this really stinks. on top of evrythg just got hurt on job & on narc...afraid of what theyr gonna say bout that. n so much pain w- this injury theres noway could go w-out meds right now. so may hav 2 put off testg & joing tpapn til back injury bettr! scared cuz need to wrk...was so xcitd bout graduatg & getg lic.....now...just not sure what God is doing!

You cannot take any pain meds in TPAPN. Period. If you have to have pain meds, then TPAPN won't even accept you. Good Luck.

[LITTLEKBOPEEP]

Someone replied to my msg but i wasnt sure how 2 reply directly back 2 them.RNRutRO i believe was the name. in response... yes have been sober for 3 yrs...almost 4. but remember when u apply for nursing program u have 2 answer a question "have u been addicted to drugs or hospitalized 4 drug addiction within last 5 yrs" my honesty to that question is gonna cost me 2 yrs of headache! Kinda think i shouldv kept my mouth shut but on othr hand if they wouldv found out that i chkd self n2 detox n past maybe they wouldv said that i couldnt take nclx at all ya know! dont know why i hav 2 join...my dr even wrote an incredible letter to the board on my behalf, just as my mentor, my mom, and very close church leader/friend. i guess i hav 2 look @ it like this...im lucky they r allowg me 2 b a nurse @ all. people relapse all the time and im sure being around narcotics make it alot harder 4 alot of people. 4 all they know i could b on drugs now, or really couldve been 4 last 3 yrs ya know...i hav no proof of it. so i guess im lucky that they r giving me a chance @ a career in the medical field. do i think this way every day? absolutly NOT! i cry @ least once a day i am scared and very angry...but that is eating me alive! ive made myself sick thinkg/worrying about it, so i am trying everyday 2 giv it 2 GOD. i take it back about everyother hour...then giv it back. thats all i can do.

[gauge14iv]

Just a friendly FYI - it is unlikely that many people will take the time to read posts that are written in cryptic text such as this. It's somewhat frustrating after about 12 words and then It's just too much effort.

It's very appropriate and acceptable for a cell phone or other device where thumb strokes need to be minimized, but generally not so much so on a discussion forum

[LITTLEKBOPEEP]

Sorry about that! I text message alot so I'm just used to it. Does anyone know if when you join TPAPN, do you have to go to rehab? SURLY since I've been sober for three years they wont make me do that!

[easttexasnurse31]

Originally Posted by GIJay

I sent you a pm. Don't get discouraged about rejection because it is going to happen. I went on many interviews before i got hired. Most of them went great until I mentioned 'TPAPN' then it was 'we'll let you know' only to never hear from them despite leaving message after message. Hopefully you will find a director that truly believes people deserve a second chance like I did. I just started a new job 4 weeks ago after 4+ months of unemployment and so far I love it.
-jay

Before I was in TPAPN, I was never ever turned down for a job. NEVER. Now that I am in TPAPN, that is all I get.... rejections. It sucks. It is very discouraging.

[hippychic121269]

Hi Jason, I have recently joined the TPAPN program. I noticed that you are from New Waverly, I live in Point Blank, on the lake, for about 10 years. I worked at Huntsville ER for about 5 1/2 years ( 1999-2005). Have you ever been employeed there. Please tell me about you tpapn experience and what I can expect. I am enrolled for a UA that came up + for hydrocodone, (prescribed) but there was also some missing from the hosptial in Houston that I was working at, so the 3 of us that tested + for it were referred to TPAPN.

[RNRutRO]

Hey Hippychic--tried to send you a PM, but it wouldn't work.

Sucks that you got referred to TPAPN, but, don't dwell on it. Just smile and nod. It's a lot at first, don't make yourself stand out, and call for your UA's every day. You can and will get through this--Right Everyone?????

If you have any specific questions, send me a PM and I'll be happy to help. I know when I started I had a ton of questions, and my CM was hardly ever there, and if she was, didn't answer the phone.

Good luck and Keep us posted.

[easttexasnurse31]

Yes, you will get through it. The hardest part is at the beginning. No job and having to go to all those meetings and counseling sessions. I just now got a job, haven't actually started working yet, but hopefully within the next two weeks I will walk in there with my scrubs on and feel like a real nurse again. The classes really helped me, but the hardest thing for me is to remember to call in everyday for the UA tests. I am getting pretty good at it. I wake up, roll over and dial the number before I even wipe the sleep out of my eyes. Just remember to do everything they tell you to do, make a little check list and NEVER miss a drug test. Don't forget to call in everyday and NEVER run out of drug testing forms. Also,,, always turn in your paperwork each month on time. Don't stand out or do anything wrong.. you don't want your case manager knowing your voice/name by heart.. thats for sure!! If you need any help, have any questions, post them on here or message me or RNrutro... we all need to have our own little support group,,, there is no support group out there for tpapn nurses... there really isn't. Your CM is not your friend... your advocate might think she is your friend, but she isn't. Just remember, there are hundreds of tpapn nurses out there,,, you are not the only one... and we are making it through this, and you can too. You might be broke for a while,, applying for foodstamps,, eating beans and rice... buying that cheap toilet paper,,,, turning your a/c off because you can't afford the light bill... but just do the best you can. You can't give up. Lord knows there were many days that I wanted to just give up, but I got on here and I had rnrutro to tell me to get my butt out of bed and take a shower and go look for a job! It really helped to have her there.... thank you rnrutro..

[RNRutRO]

Hey Hippychic - are you doing any better? Found a job yet?