Originally Posted by MmacFN
Hey Tran
Ive always been this way, i have no explanations :P
Once i decide to do something its a competition with myself to do the best i can and learn as much as possible. Much of the anesthesia profession I am unfarmiliar with, particularily the gasses and the machines. I have found this extremely interesting to read about. Also really love reading about the different operations and special considerations for anesthesia like positioning etc. Very cool.
Here's a bit of motivation. In my mind, you are already a CRNA. Now you just need the training and certificate/degree to officialize it. You see, a CRNA is a lot more than just a certificate or a degree. These things are just papers. What I mean is the essence of anesthesia. The essence of nurse anesthesia. You either have it or you don't. It either drives you or it does not. I talk to many people all the time about anesthesia. Many simply don't get it. The very 1st time I witness anesthesia was pure magic. I was watching a PICU intensivist (who use to be a anesthesiologist) give propofol to a teen for cardioversion. He gave the kid a prescribed dose, the kid went to sleep, the shocked him, the kid woke up shortly after and didn't even realized it. His arrythmia was gone, and problem solved. It was simply magically. Many will read this and think so what? It's like watching a magic trick. Happens fast, you know it's just a trick. But does it capture your imagination, interest? Only you know. If you can keep this wonderment up, you will enjoy anesthesia forever. It's basically like studying medicine or the human body. 1st time I decided to research anesthesia. I was on the internet reading everything I could about it. I stayed up all night researching. I've been enamored with it ever since.